I wish you could see me now
I wish I could show you how
I'm not who I was
I used to be mad at you
A little on the hurt side too
But I'm not who I was

I found my way around
To forgiving you
Some time ago
But I never got to tell you so

I'm Not Who I Was by Brandon Heath
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So...I'm changing today. I think the one person who would have understood that statement the most is the one person who happened to be eating bagels at Panera Bread when that sermon went on...Darn her and her BLT group-joining. (But I still love you Johnna, even if for some annoying reason you think it's fun to call me pastor. one test does not determine who i am...I think...you're going to laugh your butt off when I have to eat those words a few years from now)

Ok. Move along, move along...

I owe everybody who reads (whether you know me well or not) an apology. I'm really sorry.

I'm sorry for complaining about things that were obviously my fault.
I'm sorry for hurting some of your feelings on here.
I'm sorry for the way that things happened.

I'm not sorry for the lying though because I'd be lying if I did say something for that. Maybe I'll tell you the whole story someday. But probably not. Maybe when the past is just some distant memory.

I'm sorry for a lot of things. But I don't have the time to list them all. And I really have to go.

So...

In the words of Pastor Dan Taylor,
If you want your tomorrow to be different from your yesterday, then change today.

Later days,
Mo♥ (or Moby depending on who's reading)