I said I gave you everything. The truth, nothing but the truth. A harsh reality it seems...but reality none the less. Not what you expected right?

Doubt encompassed your mind once before. Nagging questions and whispers of the wrong, plagued your soul. But you said nothing. You condemned me. You walked away. Took from me something that I can never get back...and looking into the past...it makes me wonder why I wanted it at all. Something so fickle...so completely worthless but seemingly priceless...That one thing I wished for so long to hold in my hands and never let go. You broke it and like glass it shattered into a million pieces. A million pieces that I have little hope of finding, of fixing, of holding in my hand once again.

I brought this on myself, you said. I'm not worth your time, you thought. But now, you can't take back what you have done. You cannot rewrite my pain as I cannot rewrite yours. The truth hurts, doesn't it? Only you weren't expecting this.

We were young in age but old at heart, having seen too many things that could be hidden away by innocence. It's doesn't make this wrong right. I can never go back to those last days and warn you of what you were about to do. The hearts that you were to break. The love that you would lose. You can never stop me from ever crossing your path that day. From becoming a part of your life. From me loving you. From you loving me. We cannot change our past.

Today can either be the best day of your life or the worst day. But whatsoever you choose it to be, today is the day you hoped would never come.
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Thoughts, just thoughts....a little angry with some people. A little disappointed. This person the above is written to, doesn't have a dA, will never get this...and probably will never care. It's my bridge over the river I cried. I'm through with everything this is about. I'm moving on.